Happy trails
I was going to put a post here about my son and another mess with the police on Friday, going with Andy on the truck yesterday, helping him work on the truck, him working on my pick up. Going to the rodeo with Rhonda last night, and the outdoor rodeo dance afterwards, the cotton-eye joe, two steppin', swing dancing....
But I really seem to be burnt out on this. I didn't think that would happen. I just seem to feel like none of it really matters, in the long run. What the fuck difference does it make anyway.
Guess I need a break. I might be back tomorrow to tell you about it, I might be back next week. I might never be back, who the hell knows...
I just wish my screwed up life was this easy to walk away from.... It sucks about 99% of the time too....
I m sooo tired of pretending everything is going fine when it is eating me up slowly from the inside...
But I really seem to be burnt out on this. I didn't think that would happen. I just seem to feel like none of it really matters, in the long run. What the fuck difference does it make anyway.
Guess I need a break. I might be back tomorrow to tell you about it, I might be back next week. I might never be back, who the hell knows...
I just wish my screwed up life was this easy to walk away from.... It sucks about 99% of the time too....
I m sooo tired of pretending everything is going fine when it is eating me up slowly from the inside...
2 Comments:
Some times the shit piles up so deep you can't seem to get away from the smell. Your blog is a place where you can rant and rave. To vent and get it out of your system. You don't need to pretend here.
An old girlfriend of mine (G from an early post and a post that is coming) use to say that it won't matter in couple hundred years - and its probably true. But I find that it does matter tomorrow, next week or next year to yourself and to your loved ones.
If you want to rant, rave and vent in a more private way, you are welcome to email me with your thoughts. I will reply to you. I don't and won't judge.
Thinking good thoughts to you.
Thanks Sunsetman... There is just so much stuff going on in my head right now, I couldn't even get anything out... Seems all I do is talk in circles and it doesn't do any good...
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